gross. harder to focus when depressed. harder to not be depressed when I don’t have work on the horizon. ok so I should ask for more. don’t feel like i can when i’m dragging my feet on my current stuff. dragging my feet on my current stuff because i’m depressed.
no i cannot focus. blog over.ok trying to rethink this document. it’s not too late. have to find the wp.
i feel stupid.
i was stupid in english classes. i can’t watch tv without concentrating on every moment to understand what’s going on. i can’t write. i can’t focus. i can only read really slowly. i don’t understand what goes into a design. i forget stuff.
ok then how was i at the top (in the top third but still) at c. i may be bad, but other people are worse? no i must be pretty good.
Can I Focus? 
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