What do I complain about the most? My own inability to just get my stuff done. It used to be other people who got under my skin. It’s been so interesting to watch E be so triggered and see the parallels to me at work with K. Other people see the issue but move through it.
Ok what have I done this week? Worked on P stuff. A lot of that. Coord for MC.
I think I need to break this area into two. One for each pipe.
12 days into the year and I feel like I need a break. I had to take a break on Friday, actually. It’s the med change maybe. Just keep going, I can do this.
Both things I need to do are in cad. Figures – last few things I think. I can find out what those are while it opens. Then moving pipes around. Right, the For S version. Just address them one at a time. I can do this.
Ok Tuesday I can just continue here. Need to get into the hydrocad because I have a meeting at 9 tomorrow about it. And that takes me to the end of hte day. Bathroom first. Hey I did it. Now time to go. But I’m ok.
I feel sad right now. I don’t know why. Oh well I guess. I need to get into a routine. When am I supposed to do this meditating? Right when I wake up doesn’t seem fun. What did I do with my planner? And why isn’t that kind available anywhere on the internet? I should go to Target today and look for it. I also want to figure out when all the classes I like are. And make templates for each day of the week morning/night on llama. That way I can see how long they take.
I should note to myself that I am doing some work anyway. Some. And setting myself up for a good week even if today isn’t as good as I want it to be. Today I need to leave for Elyria at 5. Thursday too. Tomorrow is painting class and maybe picking M up from his appt. Wed is free in the evening. Thursday workout. Friday free in the evening.
I could go to CDP classes after the office. There’s good stuff on Wednesdays.
Ok surely I can focus for the length of the Pippin soundtrack. All I want to do is go to class.
Whewww where did the focus of this morning go? Probably into driving all over the region. But I made a doctors appt. And I could try to find an electrician now. Ok called Killeen.
Wait. I did it. And it’s a new year. My hours rolled over. Time to go home.
Can I Focus? 